Where has the time gone?

I am so behind with blogging. I so miss this. I usually blog when Cooper is sleeping and Bella is occupied or sleeping. But for the past few weeks, Cooper has decided to sleep for an hour or so and then wake up SCREAMING!! Full blown scream! It shakes me to the core and I have to hold him/rock him back to sleep. So for about 30 minutes, I'm awake, but that's every hour or so. I'm just not sleeping at all. By the time I fall asleep, he starts SCREAMING!!! I am so exhausted and when he naps, I try my hardest to nap as well. I will never be able to catch up on my sleep, but I'll try every chance I get!!